alrights,no points for guessing where I am XD

'We were meant to be,supposed to be,but we lost it.so much for the happy ending.'
And she still remembers through her porous head;the cup of hot chocolate. =/

oh wells.been thinking loads these few days,about the same old matters. oh well oh well oh well. LOL. and I realized I didn't like my friend in that way. LOL. It's probably just cause I needed someone to be there for me and,TA-DAH! there my friend was, all supportive,full of advice and concern.so Amandaz realized it's more of greatfulness and thanks,rather than infactuation.LOL.so now she recommends a remedy for the broken hearted: FRIENDS! they are GOD's best gifts,really. (= so now that I have sorted that out,I feel a little more relieved.LOL.cause I was questioning myself and feeling kinda guilty when I myself thought I liked my friend. -whews- I was like,man I feel so darn unfaithful,did I break up cause I liked someone else? of course not,cause that would be stupid.plus my friend only came into the picture after the break anyways.and so I bombarded my friends with smses and well XD poor them,but they lived up to the name of friendship.hahas.Amandaz couldn't have asked for more.

so well,sometimes I do think a little on the issue,like,was it what I did?was I really lacking in understanding and tolerance?was I so bitch,really?or was it that I knew it didn't have much of a future and so I chose to give up? what would the outcome have been if I hadn't initiated the break on that day?why did I call? was that fated? It hurts, even till today.even though I try not to show.I mean,people,no matter how wonderful a friend may be,they can only be sympathetic for a certain period of time.After which they get bored,or irritated.or sick of hearing you mourn.It's just like eating the same food;after awhile we get sick of it.

SO.AMANDAZ NG. -- wake up and stop thinking about it.dang goose! -- ok,so I am talking to the voices in my head again?oh but I can't help it!LOL. They provide such interesting viewpoints and help me reflect.So it's good right? LOL.

hmmmm and I wonder how many people would actually remember what this coming friday means to me? )= not many,I presume.LOL.who cares?Last last year at that time was when I met new friends,Sok Ee Ting Wei and Jason. LOL. now I like,only keep in touch with Jason,who so happens to be my 'GOR'-illa XD and last year at that time I went back to YYSS with -,met my ex classmates, and announced him as my bf.oh wells.LIfe is just so unpredictable.who knows what this year will bring? LOL. +________+

alrights,so now's about the time that my smart friends go for their a math exam. LOL. and time for me to start studying? XD heh. DEBBIE IS NOT PICKING UP THE PHONE --uncle kueky and Fadzhan my dearest dear abang,you BETTER come to changi and study with me on the tenth! we can like go see the aeroplanes during our break and take skytrains or something! LOL XDDDD sorry for my deprived childhood lah. =P yeah,like I was playing with bubbles and studying chem while conferencing with snoopy and hamster XD snoopy's been upgraded to being a groundnut!!! XDDD

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