oh and many thanks to snoopy,hamster,BL and Ps Bertram yesterday for helping me to sort out my thoughts.

But Ps Bertram has gotta explain what Hebrews 10:26-31 means,cause I don't understand.|LOL| ._.

and BL,no character =/= to no depth lah!cause like,If it does,then I mati alr lor. cause like, No depth + Lack of height = No volume. so I'm like, non - existent?! Hmmm...who cares?LOL. my friends and people that stood by me matters most to me right now.

If he's happy with his new life,so be it.I intend to,and shall be,happy for him.RIGHT NOW,I need to focus on my studies.And so does he.I just hope now,that the break did not affect him too much, which doesn't seem to be the case anyway.hmm.anyways,all the best to you,if you are reading this.I'm sorry I was mean,if you think I was.But I feel that I can safely say that I truly loved you when we were together.and that's what matters to me,cause I have been true to myself,and my feelings.It will probably hurt me later when I have the time to analyse what went wrong,but I'll just say this for now; I know that whatever that caused the break between us was more than just the problems that surfaced recently.It goes deeper than that.and to say that either party is totally blameless,it is ridiculous.It takes two hands to clap,what differs is the extent of hurt that each caused the other.All in all,I just want you to know that I bear no ill grudges,and hope you do the same.But I can't control how you feel,and I know that.I am sorry I wasn't the perfect girl for you,but I am sure this just means that you are closer to finding your soulmate.Love is game of trial and errors. But I hope that you realize,that boys and girls need not interact only when they are in an "official relationship" with each other. That platonic friendships can still occur. and so I am saying this to you,whenever you feel ready to rebuild the friendship that we had,let me know.Cause I am ready.Just remember the fun times we had when we were still friends. Wouldn't it be a waste to let a failed relationship ruin a great friendship? cause really,I guess we jumped into a relationship too fast,without getting to know each other better. As in, yes, six months is not that short.but it ain't exactly that long either. anyways, I have done my reflection,hope you'll do the same. All the best in your future endeavors! (=

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