Man,I got so caught up in the stupid flame war thing that I have forgotten to write about things that made me happy.Lawls.And that's just the way it is,eh? We're often so caught up in things that went wrong, that we forget to remember the fun times in between.

SO!What are the happy events?Lawls.BOwling and Ice skating,the antics were fun.& Smokey and Goosey had their fair share of pranks. :D But it backfired a lil just a lil. Tenhnut's biz. =.= Oh wells, but as the old saying goes,The fun's just begun. LOL. Scheming,evil,nutty twins~ :D

I have realized,you're far too good,and far too rich.This won't work. LOL.You probably don't even know about my existence.So,stop it before it begins, Amandaz will give up.GAMBATE,me.Lawls. Good luck,you.You are smart enough.Financial problems can be overcomed.For me,I am not smart,neither am I rich. Lol.One can't have the best in both worlds,I can't have the best,in any world.Lawls.So don't try to console me. =S


The last thing I remember from the war,'The most pathetic thing of all in your life, the friends that you see as friends and trust a lot are those who are providing me information'. Uh huh.So from this,I have learnt,that sometimes it's really stupid to be so trusting.LOL.For that,I hope that I will not be in the st marg's team for SERVE.but then,I'll be under some pastor I don't even know. Not that I mind going back to school. That can be dealt with separately,and rather easily. It's just that the thought of working with a St marg's girl has me shuddering to no ends. once bitten,twice shy. I was bitten many times.


Oh wells,something popped into my little grey matter,let me share it before it seeps out of my porous head. :D
Ultimately,the only person that can hurt me,is myself.
So I guess I just gotta learn to forget the incidents,and maybe even forgive them. But really,the most difficult task is to learn to be able to forgive oneself.It's not so simple,that'd be denial.To be on the road of forgiveness,one first have to realize one's wrong doing.yes,and other's. And after the process of forgiving,one should be able to look back upon the unhappy/undesirable events with a neutrel stand.I hope I will be able to,someday,somehow.I guess it'll be a route of self-discovery,one where no living entity will be able to show the way.Enlighten,yes.Oh wells.




& so right now,I guess it'd be the best not to trust others so easily..

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