This morning,nature decided to dress up real pretty. =X Smokey looked out to the sea,and what did she see?She saw an orangey tint on the surface of the sea green [ahem] sea.And there were ripples all around.BEAUTIFUL.And the clouds had this orange-white tint,mixed with bits and pieces of the baby blue sky.(= It sorta had this calming effect.Smokey will be paying more attention to nature now.=) OH yah. Will be going to the beach tomorrow eh?Like,with Goose,Groundy,Kiba and Wil. =D can't wait.Been ageeees since I last went to East Coast Beach..

Oh anyways,let's digress.This moring after her morning bath,Smokey dug through the first layer of the historical study site and guess what she found?! She found this booklet on forgiveness,that came along with her ODB.She suppose she needs to de-clutter that mess of a table,but it's ok.She won't be using the stuffs,or the table [NOW THAT O LEVELS HAVE ENDEEEEEEEEED] for a long long looooooooong time. =D and she's a master of procrastination,so yepp.That can wait lah. XD I finished the mcqs in half an hour.Like,less than thirty secs for each question.I know,damn PRO eh! LoLs.and this isn't ego;it's called boosting my self-confidence,lol.

So what is forgiveness?Intresting.This are her views,you don't have to agree. In POA terminology,Forgiveness is an intangible asset.Like,you somehow know that it's there,but you can't see,feel,or touch it.It's often taken for granted,but yeah. It's just there lah,whether you like it,or not.And I do suppose I have to constantly forgive others just as I have to ask for them to forgive me.And Christ forgives, whether we deserve it,or not.Whether we beileve in him,or not.And really,forgiveness is not forgetting the wrongs,but being able to look back at the incident with a neutral stand;towards the incident,and the wrong doer.I mean,come to think of it,we must have,at one point or the other,provoked a person to react in a certain way.Nobody is perfect,or right all the time.Forgiveness never minimizes the reality of sin.

Oh goodness.I do hope I don't start sounding like an evangelist.and what's with the obsession over forgiveness anyways?

And now,for the bombardment of questions on forgiveness,enjoy.
Is it something we do automatically?
Do we do it immediately?
Is it a single act or a process?
Do we wait till we 'feel ready' to forgive?
Are we in a position to forgive?
Do we require the other party to repent,or is forgiveness personal and internal,something that we do for ourselves?
When we do forgive,do we then subject ourselves to a persistent abusive cycle?

Aiights,and today I went to find Ps Bertram after the paper,whews.I was like complaining complaining and complaining!and he just sat there and listen.Lol. that was good.keeping all the pent up feelings ain't fun,trust me.So that's why I like to find Ps Bertram.Cause he really listens lah.And he doesn't put people down.He gives suggestions,but don't enforce his views on others.Now,that's interesting,cause really,how many adults can one find that doesn't give you the feeling of:Wo chi de mi bi ni duo,Jing nian ye yi yang.Shou yi ni ying gai ting wo de,zhao wo suo shuo de qu zuo. Not many really,so I am lucky. =D So yah.I wna be a volunteer during the long long break we're gonna be having,and was then introduced to the serve programme.Actually I knew of it lerh[that was how I came to know Ps Serene mah],but today I found out more about it lor.They actually pay us $500 per month. oh wells,ten percent to the church,which is $50.So I'll be left with $450.Hmmmmm.$150 to both parents and myself then.Equal share,how about that?Lol.That's if my parents allow me to go for it..

It starts in Jan,so maybe I'll go for the ymca thingy first,and have my guitar lessons.PERFECT! (=

I was drawn to Genesis 50:20 As for you,you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good,to bring it about that many people should be kept alive,as they are today.


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Debbie:SURE!Exams are OVER man! XD oh yah.And I tried to go to your blog in school,guess what came out?!

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LOL.What's in your blog man! xP


Jacintha:Goose!what's with the ENDORPHINES?Give me milk chocs lah!LOL.

Ah Ma:Sorry wors.have to wait awhile for the pics,cause I don't know where, my SD card reader went.LOL.And Mr Fadzli say his at home lah. =.= Lol.And I er long alr,stop squealing please.hahas.Plus I WASN'T SCARED BT THE LUGE GUY LOR.I was just shocked.LOl. ._.



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